Knitter. Democrat. Tea-drinker. Preschool teacher. Dancer. Disney know-it-all. Classic movie-watcher. Dreamer. Theatre fan. Wine sipper. Baker. Friend. Fairy Tale-reader. Jesus-lover. TV addict.
Whimsical is always the word of the day!
- preschooler: *hands coworker a picture of an oval hanging from a leaf*
- coworker: oh wow, what is this?
- preschooler: it's a raccoon
- coworker: really? a raccoon?
- preschooler: yep! and soon it'll turn into a butterfly!
Not hungry. Tired, but not sleepy. Completely unmotivated to life. I don’t want to watch anything. I don’t want to listen to anything. I don’t want to do anything, but I’m bored. I don’t want to be alone, but I don’t want to be around people. Depression sucks. Also, the fact that I’m letting him do this to me and he doesn’t even know it.
Boy, is karma sure a bitch!
What do I get for not texting the guy I’m not at all into back? I get nothing…no response at all from the message I sent the guy I like. I guess I deserve it
I thought that texting him back might lead him on, and I didn’t want to do that because it’s never gonna happen. Ever. I don’t even know him that well. I’ve met him, like, twice. He’s a friend of a friend.
But guy I like and I know each other, we’ve been friends for a while. He’s taken the chapstick out of my pocket, used it, and put it back. He’s laughed with me, he’s let me cry, he’s hugged me, he’s held my hand. We haven’t talked in a while, so I thought I’d see if I could get things going again. But nope, nada…
This is why I am going to be single for the rest of my life.
It’s this god-why-don’t-you-love-me-oh-you-do-I’ll-see-you-later shit that’s been my issue for too long…